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what the hell, have a drink

by Totaled On Xmas

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1.
There’s a lot I can take Donate myself to a few Sometimes reciprocating There’s a lot I can fake Spectate this life with a view And I know it’s slowly fading You don’t even know why your doing this to yourself There’s some friends I could make Swear that my lonering is done But something keeps it from changing There’s a lot I can take I like the hand that I got But I can’t stop from playing You don’t even know why you’re doing this to yourself Make myself a target to shoot Bury me deep under the grass and the roots There is someone that im trying to be Always someone that im trying to please Not me
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I hear it through the cheap thin walls it’s peeling apart, the cheap thin walls A bargain on the price of life The minimum “good” for life Spend nothing if the price is right Give nothing and sleep so tight Approval of the Mediocre Someones Yelling, the cheap thin walls It lets The cold in, the cheap thin walls A bargain on the price of life The minimum “good” for life Spend nothing if the price is right Give nothing and sleep so tight Understanding there is nothing better
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Build a trailer maybe some kind of a home And You are my bestist friend We could run away to California Feels restless here I wanna do what I wanna Just another grey day takes you away from time Well only if ya say so But I don’t think it really matters If you go Away from where you started You’re always gonna come back around It’ll leave you up then it’ll push you back you down Another cold grey day
4.
I awake in air Confusingly spinning around Out of orbit, out of touch with it all I don’t know if I am falling or not It smelt like dog and musk And it’s dark Fly over the winter storm Nothing really real anymore And in my life I like attaching myself to anything I could feel That’s just how it used to be I’m not sure that I am really me right now We used to jump in to the snow If this is how it’s gonna be I’d like to go to heaven but I don’t think I’m ready It’s Cold cold cold I wanna see my family I’m scared And it hurts
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One last sweep before We’re closing Clean the steel Mop the floors Sweep the people from where they lay Break a back or two I don’t have all damn day Besides Let’s have a drink To hell with what the others think Besides Let’s have a drink Besides One last sweep before Its closing Don’t forget to kill the lights Or any last semblance of life It’s good to work with you But no one wants to stay Besides Let’s have a drink To hell with what the others think Besides Let’s have a drink Besides
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fix me repair man I’ll hand you the wrench Ill play second best Ive been so depressed so please lay me to rest You wanna see me Crawl across the floor Be such a bore And I can’t take it anymore
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to LA 02:12
Suddenly ive gone cold It’s true Tho you Said you couldn’t take the cold So you headed north You, fresh from divorce Can you take me on your horse Can you drag me there by force Please help me to find my way Please don't go back to LA Please don't go I need you to stay
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an album about getting that little bit older

by cortez r

recorded entirely on 4 track
produced, mixed, and mastered in Ableton

cover photo taken by crimson

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released February 24, 2022

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Totaled On Xmas Portland, Oregon

Totaled On Xmas is Canadian-born-Portland-Oregon-raised songwriter, producer, and multi instrumentalist Cortez Ravarra.

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