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Hermit Ways
05:56
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Damn, my hermit ways
Damn, my hermit ways
Don’t roll up your jeans
Because it’s cold out
And it’s not
The mice in the walls
And it’s not
The apartment halls
I got no plan coming
Prayers half way to working
But one again I am saved by the rain
Once again I am saved by the rain
Thought about starting over, but my mind has changed
Once again I am saved by the rain
Pray you never change
Pray you stay the same
Don’ forgive a thing
Cause it’s easier that way
And it’s not
The mice in the walls
And it’s not
The apartment halls
I got no plan coming
Prayers that just aren't working
But one again I am saved by the rain
Once again I am saved by the rain
Thought about starting over, but my mind has changed
Once again I am saved by the rain
I just wanna let you go
I wish i was in control
Don’t waste the day away, I said
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View from the window
Springsteen on the stereo
I'm always coming out of this one anew
Scratch my wounds and grit my teeth
Kid myself cause honestly
Hey, wait you were supposed to love me tonight
Down on your luck, give me a try
And I
Will love you for tonight
You were off in a hurry
half past 9:30
And I find myself thinking about your leopard print dress
Twitch my thumbs and shake my knee
Kid myself cause honestly
Hey, wait you were supposed to love me tonight
Don't look down
While I drink up
Pull my sleeve down
While I give up
Hey wait you were supposed to love me for tonight
I know its hard but give me a try
I know youre gone but ill stay behind
Hey wait you were supposed to love me for tonight
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Cape Cod 2021
02:39
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Cape cod, 21
45 feet, I was 45 feet
Screaming and gasping for air
Oh god
let go of me, let go of me
Suddenly it was all dark
I think to myself ‘OK OK, this is it’
Can’t believe it at all
Can’t believe I got through all of that
If I die
No I cant think of that can’t think of that
But I think of my wife and my kids
Would you even be able to find me?
Would you ever get to say goodbye
Small fry
The bends aren’t too no the ends aren’t too bad
When you survived to tell the tale
I floated there, could’ve sat all day, I was free
Can’t believe it at all
Can’t believe I got through all of that
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Heat Shelter Song
03:56
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Im just a crab in a bucket
Im a lobster in a tank
Im a lamb to the slaugter
Im a disorder lying in wait
A grainy boat picture
And I dont have a home
When I look at this picture
Reminds me of when I used to roam
Now I sweat here so sadly
And I don’t ask much
From family
You better leave me alone
Granddaughter,
I know
It all breaks apart
there aint nothing here pretty
ive told ya life is unfair
We keep drinking and breathing
But do you know whats in there?
I do believe in Omens
this one could go either way
difference between comfort
And It getting warmer each day
So I lay on the concrete
While the sidewalks break up
Youve probably seen the world ending
You just didnt know it was done
Granddaughter
I know
It all breaks apart
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I stepped on something that's already dead
I stepped on something that's already dead
Thought about saying something but I
couldn't read between the lines in my head
I stepped on something that's already dead
Why is it you
Why is it you
Who commands me when to rise
To cry
And to lie
It takes a sickly state of mind, to miss Brownsville skies
You can't tell the difference
Unless you see through these eyes
I put my feet somewhere that I should've never tread
And I stepped on something that is already dead
I spent my time
What more can be said
I spent my time
Wanting to be dead
Tell me it's true
Tell me it's true
Oh just tell me it's true
That you want me to join you
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Northern Territory
04:24
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Open the window let the night air in
Change the AM station still the static is deafening
Give me those blues and ill make something new
Am I supposed to crave this love I see
Cause where I am we leave dogs like you to out to freeze
Give me those blues and youll see what i can do
Giving up on love was the best I could do
Past the coal towns and cities and outposts and sadness
Theres a big holy war between the cops and the bandits
And you dont know a thing, a damn thing about this
Like you know of that cold, youve been careful around it
Trying to stay warm
Wolves found their way into my home
Wolves get their way to fetch the bone
I might die here, not being known
I might, I might die all alone
I just want a way to rise from the grave
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Utah
05:50
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He gets up at 4 o clock and he's heading down to Utah
he likes to ride in carpool, though he's really all alone
Take a second to watch the sunrise, close his eyes just for a mile
He answers all the scam calls. It could always be from home
Complains about price of gas these days
Learns to hate these days
Takes an Advil for his back, takes a shot to warm the mind
The engines humming
and he's off towards Santa Fe
If he was a bolt of lightning he would travel through power lines
If he wasn't a rolling stone maybe he could plant his old roots right here
He's going, but he doesn't quite know where
He's sitting in his motel and he's leaving his door open
It's hot, and he's leaving the door open
It's quiet, and he pours one out for hoping
The great American railways
Carry our garbage back and forth
Smoke settles in the valley
From fires far away
Burn on
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Totaled On Xmas is Canadian-born-Portland-Oregon-raised songwriter, producer, and multi instrumentalist Cortez Ravarra.
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